Ugh I'm a fuck tard
Grr, I'm such a penis. I had a photo shoot today and I was so excited about it and I couldn't go. This photographer is so good, I've shot with him once before and really loved his work. Grr, okay so here's the deal.......
I get up at a good time today, get my shower, get all my shit packed, get in the car and get ready to go. We stop at drug mart to pick up his prescription and this guy behind our car was like "YOU'RE BREAKLIGHTS ARE OUT!" I'm like oh FUCK! So we go up the road a bit to the gas station and such. We get out to check the car, and by golly there are no lights in the ass end of my car. :-( Turn signals don't work nothing in the back works. Well I don't want anyone to rear end my ass because I don't have lights. So I call the photog and tell him what's going on. I felt so fucking bad though. I really wanted to go, and I hope he didn't think I was blowin smoke up his ass. Though I'm sure he could prolly here the motorcycles go by, the random sounds of a car, etc. Still though I know he sounded disappointed but we tried EVERYTHING in OUR power to make it work. We got out the manual book and got fuses from the station and put in new fuses (though none of them were even broke) Then this guy came by us and was helping us out and then he said chances are ALL youre lights musta went out. So we went in the station and bought light bulbs, replaced them STILL nothing worked! GRRR! I mean we tried everything, but we don't know much about cars, and we don't have the money to take it to the garage. But we do have friends that know about cars, so that's what we're going to do on Monday. The photog understood and we rescheduled for next Saturday.
Ugh, so I had to take care of my financial aid yesterday. I had to go to Akron U and I almost had a heart attack. I fuckin' hate busy situations. I don't know I get like an anxiety attack from all the people and the big confusing buildings. I'm still going to Wayne for the fall semester thank GOD! I don't think I could handle anything else. So my cousin Theresa Downs works as a financial aid "lady" or whatever and got my paper work done like lickity split! Then I had to put my "down" payment for my fall classes in. Well okay TECHINCALLY I am a full time student, but in all reality I'm a part time student. I'm taking this fucking math class for retards. Cause I'm a fuckin retard when it comes to anything math. So this retarded math class I do not get any credit for it. It does not go toward my major. It's pretty much a prerequisite that I take this B.S. Math course to take a different one. Mother fucker. So I'll only get 8 credits for this semester. So if I was a part time I'd only have to pay $230.00 for a downpayment. But since technically I have a full time schedule I had to pay $530.00 Man my ass was hurtin' after that butt rap. Fuck I don't know, but my mom was pissed. :-( I mean what else was I to do. Grrr Oh well it's taken care of now..........
I'm gonna go chill now.. :-)
<3 Jessika
I get up at a good time today, get my shower, get all my shit packed, get in the car and get ready to go. We stop at drug mart to pick up his prescription and this guy behind our car was like "YOU'RE BREAKLIGHTS ARE OUT!" I'm like oh FUCK! So we go up the road a bit to the gas station and such. We get out to check the car, and by golly there are no lights in the ass end of my car. :-( Turn signals don't work nothing in the back works. Well I don't want anyone to rear end my ass because I don't have lights. So I call the photog and tell him what's going on. I felt so fucking bad though. I really wanted to go, and I hope he didn't think I was blowin smoke up his ass. Though I'm sure he could prolly here the motorcycles go by, the random sounds of a car, etc. Still though I know he sounded disappointed but we tried EVERYTHING in OUR power to make it work. We got out the manual book and got fuses from the station and put in new fuses (though none of them were even broke) Then this guy came by us and was helping us out and then he said chances are ALL youre lights musta went out. So we went in the station and bought light bulbs, replaced them STILL nothing worked! GRRR! I mean we tried everything, but we don't know much about cars, and we don't have the money to take it to the garage. But we do have friends that know about cars, so that's what we're going to do on Monday. The photog understood and we rescheduled for next Saturday.
Ugh, so I had to take care of my financial aid yesterday. I had to go to Akron U and I almost had a heart attack. I fuckin' hate busy situations. I don't know I get like an anxiety attack from all the people and the big confusing buildings. I'm still going to Wayne for the fall semester thank GOD! I don't think I could handle anything else. So my cousin Theresa Downs works as a financial aid "lady" or whatever and got my paper work done like lickity split! Then I had to put my "down" payment for my fall classes in. Well okay TECHINCALLY I am a full time student, but in all reality I'm a part time student. I'm taking this fucking math class for retards. Cause I'm a fuckin retard when it comes to anything math. So this retarded math class I do not get any credit for it. It does not go toward my major. It's pretty much a prerequisite that I take this B.S. Math course to take a different one. Mother fucker. So I'll only get 8 credits for this semester. So if I was a part time I'd only have to pay $230.00 for a downpayment. But since technically I have a full time schedule I had to pay $530.00 Man my ass was hurtin' after that butt rap. Fuck I don't know, but my mom was pissed. :-( I mean what else was I to do. Grrr Oh well it's taken care of now..........
I'm gonna go chill now.. :-)
<3 Jessika