-*Crappy Days*-
The past two days have been the worst ever! I really wish *he* didn't care what what everyone else thinks! He wants everyone to be happy and he shouldnt care about that...he should do what would make him happy! I told him that he should live the life he wants to live not the life everyone else has planned out for him!
If no one knows who I am talking about...then I'm talking about Chris! It's been rough here lately and I really can't take it! But thanks to Renea, Bryan, and Megan...I'm finally starting to think a little more about it and telling him to think really hard on it!
We had a really long talk FRiday night about him dating me or someone else and he chose me...then we spent all day together yesterday and he said he was sorry for everthing and that he knew he made the right decision and everything....then he just turns around that night and changes his mind! I really dunno what to do!
It's so weird how I dated Cody for so long and really didnt feel the feelings like I feel for Chris! Me and Chris have only been talking for a week and it feels like a life time! Everything is so perfect when I'm with him! I just wish he would see that! I've told him time and time again that I really care about him and never want him hurt...but he still doesnt know at all!
I know this journal is just emotions...but I really feel depressed right now and I needed to let it all out somehow!
Leave me some comments!
Much Love <3
**-Jess-**
If no one knows who I am talking about...then I'm talking about Chris! It's been rough here lately and I really can't take it! But thanks to Renea, Bryan, and Megan...I'm finally starting to think a little more about it and telling him to think really hard on it!
We had a really long talk FRiday night about him dating me or someone else and he chose me...then we spent all day together yesterday and he said he was sorry for everthing and that he knew he made the right decision and everything....then he just turns around that night and changes his mind! I really dunno what to do!
It's so weird how I dated Cody for so long and really didnt feel the feelings like I feel for Chris! Me and Chris have only been talking for a week and it feels like a life time! Everything is so perfect when I'm with him! I just wish he would see that! I've told him time and time again that I really care about him and never want him hurt...but he still doesnt know at all!
I know this journal is just emotions...but I really feel depressed right now and I needed to let it all out somehow!
Leave me some comments!
Much Love <3
**-Jess-**