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Well...my mother just left. Shes off to live in Asheville. I am now living with my father..alone. I give it a month before one of us dies. Heh, im kidding.
I feel quite indifferent about this.
I know i should be missing her and crying perhaps, but that side of me just has not kicked in yet.
Im not happy about it, i just feel bored.
Its like living by myself. My dad is never here, and when he is, i stay in my room.
God, im bored.
She hasnt even been gone for 30 min, and i cannot take the boredom.
I feel like I am the one that moved. The same way when i moved here from Virginia. And Hawaii, and Kentucky, and Tennessee, and everywhere else.
I feel like I need to move. Ive never lived in a place so long, and to be frank..im bored with this place. Its just odd having been here this long without hearing that i need to start packing again. Maybe thats a good thing. I havent ever had friends this long either.
Jesus, i need something to do. I have for hours before my dad even gets off work.
This is pointless. Im going to go draw something.
I feel quite indifferent about this.
I know i should be missing her and crying perhaps, but that side of me just has not kicked in yet.
Im not happy about it, i just feel bored.
Its like living by myself. My dad is never here, and when he is, i stay in my room.
God, im bored.
She hasnt even been gone for 30 min, and i cannot take the boredom.
I feel like I am the one that moved. The same way when i moved here from Virginia. And Hawaii, and Kentucky, and Tennessee, and everywhere else.
I feel like I need to move. Ive never lived in a place so long, and to be frank..im bored with this place. Its just odd having been here this long without hearing that i need to start packing again. Maybe thats a good thing. I havent ever had friends this long either.
Jesus, i need something to do. I have for hours before my dad even gets off work.
This is pointless. Im going to go draw something.