Here we go....
My boyfriend proposed to me.
So now I'm stuck with thinking what to do. I'm not sure what I want and how I want it.
But I'm seriously happy he did. Because for me marriage, above anything else, is the social consensus of ownership - both ways, of course.
So here I am, going crazy thinking how I want to do *it*. Pretty sure I don't want a religious wedding - but that means I need to still do something because if I get married abroad I can't have people there. And I do want a ceremony, even if not a grandiose one.
And the worst of all - what song do I choose. It's driving me crazy. Can't think of any good song that is actually about love in the right way - not 'You've dumped me and I miss you' or 'I'm an idiot for cheating' ...well, you understand what I mean. An actual love song about lasting love.
I feel like a total FEMALE now. hehe..
So now I'm stuck with thinking what to do. I'm not sure what I want and how I want it.
But I'm seriously happy he did. Because for me marriage, above anything else, is the social consensus of ownership - both ways, of course.
So here I am, going crazy thinking how I want to do *it*. Pretty sure I don't want a religious wedding - but that means I need to still do something because if I get married abroad I can't have people there. And I do want a ceremony, even if not a grandiose one.
And the worst of all - what song do I choose. It's driving me crazy. Can't think of any good song that is actually about love in the right way - not 'You've dumped me and I miss you' or 'I'm an idiot for cheating' ...well, you understand what I mean. An actual love song about lasting love.
I feel like a total FEMALE now. hehe..