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I have ABSOLUTELY nothing to do right now. I am almost finished with my 4 hour drug alcohol thing so i can get my permit and it is taking forever...like 4 hours ha. So i figured i would make an entry of bitching or something, since that is what i often do in my livejournal.
seriously don't both reading this shit...its to pass the time
Family shit- My aunt thinks me and my dad and shelli are irresponsible...enough said...that causes my grandma to also have something against me...she refuses to take me school clothes shopping...i get no new school clothes...people suck
my dad has made me really upset multiple times a day. the past two days i have for some reason been crying about like everything...i have just been in a really sad mood. Like i could think of anything at the moment that is slightly sad and start crying right now. Yesterday...we wont even go there haha, yesterday just ate balls. Today he told my grandma right in front of me as i was telling him that he was wrong that i have a ton of money and shelli bought me all of the school clothes i needed...completely wrong...shelli bought me some clothes as my birthday present. So my grandma refuses to buy me anything...except today she bought me 4 shirts and some underwear haha. but she said i was going to have to buy it and then i told her i probably didnt have enough money so once we got to the register she said she would buy it. I tell you its because she thinks i am whoring around because of my aunt or something gay. then my dad goes "the kitchen is so messy blah blah" when it wasnt...so me dan chris and tiffany all walked into the kitchen to clean it. Then for some reason he was like "well jess its your mess, we all know you are the messiest" what the hell. i am the least messy out of all of them and that makes me want to scream everytime he says that. So told him he was wrong and i stopped cleaning and went to my room. i started crying about that too. then later he was like "well you didnt even help clean" i was like "i was helping and then you made me mad" so i did the dishes and basically told him i was doing them in front of him to rub it in his face that i actually clean even when they weren't my dishes. it really sucks i am really not wanting everyone in my house. they do shit and it gets blamed on me always. having both of my brothers and tiffany always in my house is more than i can handle haha.
dont think i can think of any more bitching to do and it is almost time to move to the next thing on the 4 hour shit.
seriously don't both reading this shit...its to pass the time
Family shit- My aunt thinks me and my dad and shelli are irresponsible...enough said...that causes my grandma to also have something against me...she refuses to take me school clothes shopping...i get no new school clothes...people suck
my dad has made me really upset multiple times a day. the past two days i have for some reason been crying about like everything...i have just been in a really sad mood. Like i could think of anything at the moment that is slightly sad and start crying right now. Yesterday...we wont even go there haha, yesterday just ate balls. Today he told my grandma right in front of me as i was telling him that he was wrong that i have a ton of money and shelli bought me all of the school clothes i needed...completely wrong...shelli bought me some clothes as my birthday present. So my grandma refuses to buy me anything...except today she bought me 4 shirts and some underwear haha. but she said i was going to have to buy it and then i told her i probably didnt have enough money so once we got to the register she said she would buy it. I tell you its because she thinks i am whoring around because of my aunt or something gay. then my dad goes "the kitchen is so messy blah blah" when it wasnt...so me dan chris and tiffany all walked into the kitchen to clean it. Then for some reason he was like "well jess its your mess, we all know you are the messiest" what the hell. i am the least messy out of all of them and that makes me want to scream everytime he says that. So told him he was wrong and i stopped cleaning and went to my room. i started crying about that too. then later he was like "well you didnt even help clean" i was like "i was helping and then you made me mad" so i did the dishes and basically told him i was doing them in front of him to rub it in his face that i actually clean even when they weren't my dishes. it really sucks i am really not wanting everyone in my house. they do shit and it gets blamed on me always. having both of my brothers and tiffany always in my house is more than i can handle haha.
dont think i can think of any more bitching to do and it is almost time to move to the next thing on the 4 hour shit.