Mar 24, 2005 21:45
Dr. Severson called Dr. Krompier and told him to call in a prescription for zanax (think that is right- antianxiety) but Krompier says I need to be evaluated first so now I have to wait a week. Severson wanted me to have them for Easter since I was going to have to work by myself. But now? I am screwed. Why couldn't Severson be a MD P-doc instead of a therapist? Everything is gett ing so bad. Haven't talked to Dad since the blow up at Severson's. I got 2 hours sleep last night and have now been up 20 hours straight. 2pm-10pm. I can't do this! Why couldn't I get the zanax today? The whole point of this arrangement is for Severson to decide what meds I need to be on and Krompier to talk with her and write them. I only get 30 visits a year and each time I need to go to him for a med change or a prescription refill it uses up one visit and I need those for Severson's weekly sessions.
Am so tired but my brain won't shut off. Took 100mg of seraquel instead of my usual 50 and I am still only slighty drowsey. Everything hurts: head, jaw, eyes, shoulder blade muscles, my finger that had a little chunk sliced off at work, my intestines are rumbeling, and my legs and feet are killing me. Need to sleep because I have a 9 hour day tomorrow and I don;t want to slice my WHOLE finger off this time.