jes and ashley's day of fun!
what makes me sad the most is that i knew, pretty much the whole time she wanted to be with ric, which is fine, but why agree to spend a day with me. she didnt have to, she wasnt obligated, i wasnt making her hang out with me, the same way i wasnt making her stay. it got cut shorter throught the day. 1st she was gunna spend the night, then she decided not to, then after talking to ric for 20 mins i just told her to go home cause i KNEW thast wehre she really wanted to be, not cuase she didnt want to be with me, but becuase she just wanted to be with ric.. i dont want to be her number one priority, i just didnt want her to force herself to stay at my house. i think i was being selfish .... call me crazy, but i was doing it for her