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wednesday nightg.l why not drunken revelations? i play solitairew entirely too much.
i have pushed everyone away. everyone i carfed about.
and now all im lkeft with is this evil misunderstanding on ethics and people ans truth and everything. who do you trust when it see,s like everyone is outt o get you? we havent grown uop. not any of us. andf now thats comming around to bite us. to damage you. to let jessie make trhese ramblings that seem really complex in her drunken stooper but to you, the rreader, they are not valid. do not continue reading.
my sister is real sick and every few minutes i can hear her throwing up in ther bathroom. im worried i might have to pee. im more worried maybe ill have to throw up too.
but i worry about much more serious things lately. like all these fuckers who seem to be trying to ruin my life. letsd make one thing clear. i do not care about anyone of you. not one. not even if you've been nothing but nice to me. you're fuvking up my life and you kno exacxtly who you are. no one knows whats really happeniong, not even me, so lets just leave it at that. lets stop the accusations and leave the kids alone. mpney isnt everything. im poor andf im happy, so get over it. they're good people. so fuck off.
im being harassed and faced by decisions. when all i want to do is curl up on my couch and watch move rented dvds from blockbuster. or more VH1 or comedy central. those seem to be mre to my liking these days.
goodnight. embrace the hangover. embrace iut all. im in love with him. and counter to some recent beliefs of ignorant people, he loves me too. and he is the best person i have ever known. and the best i will ever know. so once again,. fuck off and goodnight.
JMoney, peacing out.
i have pushed everyone away. everyone i carfed about.
and now all im lkeft with is this evil misunderstanding on ethics and people ans truth and everything. who do you trust when it see,s like everyone is outt o get you? we havent grown uop. not any of us. andf now thats comming around to bite us. to damage you. to let jessie make trhese ramblings that seem really complex in her drunken stooper but to you, the rreader, they are not valid. do not continue reading.
my sister is real sick and every few minutes i can hear her throwing up in ther bathroom. im worried i might have to pee. im more worried maybe ill have to throw up too.
but i worry about much more serious things lately. like all these fuckers who seem to be trying to ruin my life. letsd make one thing clear. i do not care about anyone of you. not one. not even if you've been nothing but nice to me. you're fuvking up my life and you kno exacxtly who you are. no one knows whats really happeniong, not even me, so lets just leave it at that. lets stop the accusations and leave the kids alone. mpney isnt everything. im poor andf im happy, so get over it. they're good people. so fuck off.
im being harassed and faced by decisions. when all i want to do is curl up on my couch and watch move rented dvds from blockbuster. or more VH1 or comedy central. those seem to be mre to my liking these days.
goodnight. embrace the hangover. embrace iut all. im in love with him. and counter to some recent beliefs of ignorant people, he loves me too. and he is the best person i have ever known. and the best i will ever know. so once again,. fuck off and goodnight.
JMoney, peacing out.