Jul 07, 2004 18:14
well lordies, i haven't been updating again... sry! but, only three more days till i get to come home! *yay* i can't wait! tha only good thing bout being up here is that i am gettin a good tan! *hehe* but, katie is leaving tha day i'm coming back! :( that'll make 3 weeks almost that i haven't seen her! i miss her & all of my other friends soooooooo much! but today i sware, i was braking down! i don't know what happened to me! i was listening to my music & tipsy came on, & it reminded me of matt. it does everytime i listen to it lately, but this time it really hit me that i realy miss talkin to him! he wanted to write letters to me... which was soooo sweet... but i was stupid & said no! i wish i hadn't! i hate myself for saying no! but, he won't be back till tha 20th. that will make a month he's been gone! but, while i was thinkin bout him i started thinkin bout justin & started to miss him too!he's at tha beach! i had been talkin to kt & ya chang, but i was just wanting some1 who could make me laugh & forget bout them, then i started thinkin bout andrew! shew, i haven't missed so many ppl at once! i really need to go home! seriously! this place is bad luck! but, i want to just clear my mind & forget bout everybody for awile! ok, i am like really anoyed by sumthing too. sum1 commented on my test thingy i have on here & they didn't say who it was. i know who tha 1st one was, but not tha second one. it's really bothering me! so.... if u r tha person who commented or u know of who did pleze tell me!!! but imma go now! bye*
much love,
Jessie