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okay.
so i know that i never post anything anymore, but i'm going to right now.
as you probably know, i live in north carolina, hate it, and am moving to boston to live with laura towards the end of march.
i am just really hoping to make it through the next few weeks with a smile on my face at least 5% of the day.
i just really miss my friends. i really wish kate clements wasn't afraid of cold weather, and that katie ringenbach didn't have to continue to live in nome. i just want to see her. i guess that there are only 5 more months before she comes back, but it really feels like longer.
also. norman is back in my life, which has been somewhat surreal. i am really grateful to have his friendship again. he is going to take some of my stuff to laura's this week, which will be a great help to me, and realistically, i don't think even my parents will come down here and drive to boston for the sake of helping me. i know it is his vacation and that he wants to visit me anyway, but this is really wonderful of him.
anyway, i am just happy to have him back in my life because i missed him horribly for the past three years. it is nice to be able to think of him, and let him know immediately that i am thinking of him rather than berating myself for thinking nice things about him.
i have been keeping a written journal, which is something that i have not done for a long time. kate got me a beautiful leatherbound journal for christmas, and it has inspired me to keep stream of conciousness style records of how i feel and what i'm thinking. i think it has been useful because while living alone with a broken cell phone, it makes it hard to have many conversations to share my thoughts and opinions, and it gives me the outlet to do so.
so that is a long post for anyone interested.
happy valentines day. look out for vd.
so i know that i never post anything anymore, but i'm going to right now.
as you probably know, i live in north carolina, hate it, and am moving to boston to live with laura towards the end of march.
i am just really hoping to make it through the next few weeks with a smile on my face at least 5% of the day.
i just really miss my friends. i really wish kate clements wasn't afraid of cold weather, and that katie ringenbach didn't have to continue to live in nome. i just want to see her. i guess that there are only 5 more months before she comes back, but it really feels like longer.
also. norman is back in my life, which has been somewhat surreal. i am really grateful to have his friendship again. he is going to take some of my stuff to laura's this week, which will be a great help to me, and realistically, i don't think even my parents will come down here and drive to boston for the sake of helping me. i know it is his vacation and that he wants to visit me anyway, but this is really wonderful of him.
anyway, i am just happy to have him back in my life because i missed him horribly for the past three years. it is nice to be able to think of him, and let him know immediately that i am thinking of him rather than berating myself for thinking nice things about him.
i have been keeping a written journal, which is something that i have not done for a long time. kate got me a beautiful leatherbound journal for christmas, and it has inspired me to keep stream of conciousness style records of how i feel and what i'm thinking. i think it has been useful because while living alone with a broken cell phone, it makes it hard to have many conversations to share my thoughts and opinions, and it gives me the outlet to do so.
so that is a long post for anyone interested.
happy valentines day. look out for vd.