Feb 20, 2010 13:58
I feel so God damned uncomfortable today. It feels like all my clothes have been dipped in oil or something. I look at myself in the mirror and I honestly don't like who's staring back at me. I feel so unpretty and disgusting.
People really need to think about others before they make decisions. I mean, I'm not gonna go commit suicide or anything cause some asshole decided to go out with someone else and lie to me about it. But still. It's rather shitty. Do unto others as you would want them to do unto you. Didn't your mother ever teach you that? Guess not. What hurts the most is how untruthful he was. He could have just told me the truth and made everything SO much easier on me. But instead he decided to risk the wrath of karma. He didn't have the balls to do the right thing.
I give it two weeks. I'm also taking bets on him trying to come back to me when it's over.
I think I'll go get a haircut. My hair's getting way too long.