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Mar 28, 2006 19:58

uhm wow. havent done this in awhile...and i really just dont want to do my hw...eventhough this is valuable time i should be using to..not be doing this..

but like i said again..i havent written or documented anything about camp this year! and it makes me sad because almost every day i realize that that was just one more day of my last fish camp experience...i know that sounds kind of pathetic and nostalgic but its true!! i mean i stress out soooo much about the little things (because trust me its a lot of little things that turn into big things that sometimes i really just cant handle) and dont realize this is my last camp and my last experience and IM a COCHAIR!! so i just i need to take more time to see how awesome that is...

Im not going to lie, sometimes it seemed like more fun being a counselor just because there was less to worry about and you could just devote yourself to hanging out with your camp and THATS IT. As a chair, you dont just stop at hanging out (which is the best part) you have so much more to do and i kind of miss just doing nothing lol. But its so worth it most of the times...being chair makes you realize how much the little things you do really effect your camp as a whole...i dunno...and plus (this may sound weird) but you are appreciated in a different way...its just fun to konw that these are my counselors and they see me as their chair...and they love me =) hopefully lol...

And im not going to lie...i think we have the funniest counselors...and all in their own ways...you cant stop laughing when youre around our camp. THats something i love to do..be around really witty and funny people...youll never stop smiling...and thats my camp =)

They get their partners Thursday...and uhm i had the most fun doing that with kenny!!...i just know that every single one of them will be great in their own way and thats hard to come by sometimes! I have full confidence in each one of their partnerships and Thursday is going to be SO MUCH FUN. For as much as revelation planning and getting it all the stuff set up for it is tedious...its really cool to see it all unfold...and this one is going to be my favorite =)

OOO!! And i asked AP to be my campfire speaker today!! A-MAZ-ING! It went exactlly the way i wanted to and she was happy =) I cant imagine how she felt because right now i cant even look that far ahead to having that much of an impact on someone like she had on me...but shes awesome and im glad shes one of mine =)...have yet to ask the other one ;)...coming soon...

I think thats it...This year is just going by way fast...30 days till aggie ring, 35 days till im 21, like 40 days till summer and all the camp speliopoulos time i can have...its just all overwhelming..good and bad...but mostly good...

another thing that i think i wanted to say something about was how my friendships are going right now...some of them are getting less attention than i want them too but for the most part im trying to see everyone as much as i can...and sometimes it isnt a big hassle and thats when its the best. I love that my friends from before all this cochair stuff still call me to go out and MAKE me go out...because i need that...for as tired as i am those nights, i need it, just to get away from school and camp and they understand that so well. I dunno..then i still have people from my last camp that are always there and help me with all they can for this time around...like my partner jmart:)...i've never met anyone someone so committed to his friendships...he makes so much time for all of his friends and he makes you feel valued..hes just awesome. And my session...i dunno..i was so blessed to be in this session...i love getting to know them more and more, and eventhough we have our camps, i miss them when we cant hang out..but it seems like i see them everywhere and i love that no matter what, we know exactlly what each other is going through...its just comforting =)

anyways okay thats it...that took 15 min...thats a reasonable break...
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