well another semester has come and gone!!!
i must say...this wasnt my favorite semester as a whole...but did i have some extremely good times?...YES =) and those are what i try to remember. All in all, im leaving this semester without any uneasiness about people and my friends (which usually doesnt happen around this time)...i think when youre this far into college you realize whos really important in your life and you accept that some people wont be as "involved" in your life for one reason or another but you still love those friendships for what they are. Anyways, uneasiness but work and money is a different story. Im applying for another job so that i can quit the one i have because i just really feel like its time to move on because i dont want to go through the next two years in job that i absolutely hate. Its not my time to really work and get a serious job and so i dont want one...so im applying for 2 jobs that both deal with kids and hopefully that will a) be a job i actually GO to and b)get me more excited about teaching...or not, so i can decide to change my plans a little. I sat down today to try to figure out the rest of my time here as far as class wise and i asked kayla a couple of questions about life after cochair and more and more i think that even though these next two years are going to go by fast i have a lot of options to do different things and its not really the end but maybe just the beginning in a couple of things. I might still be able to study abroad or at least go to Bolivia next year or continue fish camp possibly...this coming semester is going to be critical in deciding a lot of that...but its not critical in the way that i have to take certain classes or do certain things i just really have to see where my heart is after this year. But for now...im enjoying it and i cant wait for it to really pick up and get going because this semester has the potential to be extremely life changing and im excited about that =)
Im glad i finished all my assignments and finals this early...it sucks that people are still studying though but i needed this time to wind down and enjoy people before we all leave. Last night was sandys 22nd bday celebration and that was SO much fun...im so lucky to have made best friends like them in this camp like i did with camp rudd. We were crrrrazzzyyyy and i LOVED it =).
Im just really feeling good about where i stand with some people right now...i love the good parts of friendships...they outweigh all the hard parts. But some friendships need those rough times to be as good as they can be.
that is all. im still pretty much obsessed with the rent soundtrack...so if anyone would like to buy that for me for christmas it would mmmmm WONDERFUL! lol
Im glad i finished all my assignments and finals this early...it sucks that people are still studying though but i needed this time to wind down and enjoy people before we all leave. Last night was sandys 22nd bday celebration and that was SO much fun...im so lucky to have made best friends like them in this camp like i did with camp rudd. We were crrrrazzzyyyy and i LOVED it =).
Im just really feeling good about where i stand with some people right now...i love the good parts of friendships...they outweigh all the hard parts. But some friendships need those rough times to be as good as they can be.
that is all. im still pretty much obsessed with the rent soundtrack...so if anyone would like to buy that for me for christmas it would mmmmm WONDERFUL! lol