good times =)
well.....
the interview. went fantastic =). I was scared to open my little (more like 2pg extra application) sheet because i thought there would be something in there i wanted to say but didnt...but im not worried anymore. I said exactlly what was on my heart and i said the way i wanted to. It went so much better than i could have thought it could have gone. I just couldnt believe i was there...and saying those things. It just felt good to say all those things to people that felt the same way i do =). Austin and AP (and stephen was there randomly...not for me. booo =)) were there. Austin of course had to play a joke about not making it on time before i went in...because well hes austin, and it wouldnt have been the same if he didnt play one last joke on me =). He was on the phone with me saying things like "im broken down in hearne (why didnt i think to myself..."i wonder what hes doing in hearne?") and ill try to make it...are you nervous?" and im there trying not to cry (and failing) and saying im not nervous...and then he walked in to see that i was definiltey lying to him =). And AP showed up in her equestrian get up and her lowe shirt and COOKIES =) and they were just both ready to be there for me...just like theyve always been. It didnt matter if i walked into that interview not seeing either one of them before...what they did for me this year was quite more than i could have asked for. But having them there just made that entire experience more memorable and more comforting than ever. NOw that its said and done...i just have to say that the amount of support ive gotten from everybody has meant more to me than i can explain. Like i said in my interview...i saw this in me all along, but it was the motivation, encouragement, and support from everyone who believed in me that made me lucky enough to be sitting in that interview room and sharing my heart like i did.
so yeah! whatever happens now...just happens =). I would like it to happen in a certain way...but i know that ive gotten this far and that i know what i can do and what im capable of...and if i didnt prove that to them, then at least i have proven it to myself. Im very humbled by the experience...yet really proud of how i handled it.
THEN! last night was tristans 21st bday/satc party...and mmm mmmm it was fun =). Cosmos are a pretty fine classy drink =). What makes it even more classy is getting drunk off of them and eating a whoel box of cheezits =). My bff and everyone else were so fun to hang out with =) it was great night!
and now...im dreading doing my projects so im gonna procrastinate by cleaning.
the interview. went fantastic =). I was scared to open my little (more like 2pg extra application) sheet because i thought there would be something in there i wanted to say but didnt...but im not worried anymore. I said exactlly what was on my heart and i said the way i wanted to. It went so much better than i could have thought it could have gone. I just couldnt believe i was there...and saying those things. It just felt good to say all those things to people that felt the same way i do =). Austin and AP (and stephen was there randomly...not for me. booo =)) were there. Austin of course had to play a joke about not making it on time before i went in...because well hes austin, and it wouldnt have been the same if he didnt play one last joke on me =). He was on the phone with me saying things like "im broken down in hearne (why didnt i think to myself..."i wonder what hes doing in hearne?") and ill try to make it...are you nervous?" and im there trying not to cry (and failing) and saying im not nervous...and then he walked in to see that i was definiltey lying to him =). And AP showed up in her equestrian get up and her lowe shirt and COOKIES =) and they were just both ready to be there for me...just like theyve always been. It didnt matter if i walked into that interview not seeing either one of them before...what they did for me this year was quite more than i could have asked for. But having them there just made that entire experience more memorable and more comforting than ever. NOw that its said and done...i just have to say that the amount of support ive gotten from everybody has meant more to me than i can explain. Like i said in my interview...i saw this in me all along, but it was the motivation, encouragement, and support from everyone who believed in me that made me lucky enough to be sitting in that interview room and sharing my heart like i did.
so yeah! whatever happens now...just happens =). I would like it to happen in a certain way...but i know that ive gotten this far and that i know what i can do and what im capable of...and if i didnt prove that to them, then at least i have proven it to myself. Im very humbled by the experience...yet really proud of how i handled it.
THEN! last night was tristans 21st bday/satc party...and mmm mmmm it was fun =). Cosmos are a pretty fine classy drink =). What makes it even more classy is getting drunk off of them and eating a whoel box of cheezits =). My bff and everyone else were so fun to hang out with =) it was great night!
and now...im dreading doing my projects so im gonna procrastinate by cleaning.