Mar 05, 2008 11:47
It is 9, 10 and I am sitting in the library until Elly and Liana get out for track.
Hmmmmmmm. As predicted, this month is turning out to be pretty dull... March feels like the waiting period between Oscar nominations and the actual award show (funny how I relate everything to media nowadays, isn't it?)... just waiting and waiting and waiting while my mind melts away into unrecognizable sludge.
I can't bring myself to do any more scholarships.
Somehow I don't feel right asking for money when I know in my heart that I don't deserve much. Is this modesty speaking or just low self-esteem? Probably both. I feel like I'm being pretty realistic though.
I have misplaced my James McAvoy cup.
rough draft,
college