this has got her scared to death
things have been happening lately, and i havent had anytime to write in here. school started and so did cheer. but something bad happened. we lost a special member of our school. micheal mariano, youll be in my heart and everyone eles' forever. we hung out a few times at parties and i miss you. you had so much going for you, its so sad. i cant believe, stil. i want dave to stay strong because ill be praying for him too. ♥ it broke clearview's heart. were not the same. its been alot quieter and you can tell. i cry randomly about it alot. i cant help it =( last night was the viewing and after i went out with shuan, i felt so bad for him. it was birthday too. but now hes on a cruise and that should help a bit. i dont know what else to say, im going to go watch the oc because i missed it last night and my mom tapped it because i love her, my whole family, friends and anyone else. i get scared with all this stuff, i dont want it to happen again. and i try not to think about it but i cant help it. i always think what if it was so and so and ughh just nevermind. im gunna cry again.
this isnt goodbye its a see you later ♥