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I've got to get better at this.
I miss this thing. I really do.
There are a lot of things that seem to be popping up lately.
my question is...
why do people feel the need to lie. and when i say lie, i don't mean minor little white lies to get you out of things, i mean big lies. lies about where you come from, and who you are. what do you have to hide? what is the need for that? you lose more friends from lying than you do from telling the truth. i'm not an idiot like you must think i am. i've known all along. i've let most things you say to me roll off my back. but i can't do that anymore. just wait, you'll get whats coming to you.
it's things like this that make me want to leave this place and never come back. i was feeling really comfortable here for awhile. but now...i just want to go home, to where i can trust the people around me again.
i hate feeling this way.
&&i could really go for some chocolate pudding.
I miss this thing. I really do.
There are a lot of things that seem to be popping up lately.
my question is...
why do people feel the need to lie. and when i say lie, i don't mean minor little white lies to get you out of things, i mean big lies. lies about where you come from, and who you are. what do you have to hide? what is the need for that? you lose more friends from lying than you do from telling the truth. i'm not an idiot like you must think i am. i've known all along. i've let most things you say to me roll off my back. but i can't do that anymore. just wait, you'll get whats coming to you.
it's things like this that make me want to leave this place and never come back. i was feeling really comfortable here for awhile. but now...i just want to go home, to where i can trust the people around me again.
i hate feeling this way.
&&i could really go for some chocolate pudding.