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my roomie bought flinstone vitamins...I hope she knows that those wont do much for her...considering they are made for kid bodies.
nothing much has been going on lately. I need to kick my ass into college gear though. I'm kinda taking advantage of this not going to class thing. I mean i only miss on average two classes a week...and they aren't the same class. But still i need to start going all the time. And studying more.
uhhhhh this weekend should be nice. Even though it will be like everytime i go home. I'll be running around everywhere. but i get to see my mommy and daddy. i miss them a lot more than i thought i would.
this was a pretty amazing idea, that i got from hannah.
Ten things...that you want to say to anyone..don't name names.
1. I miss you. I miss us. But we are on such different pages in our lives. We always have been. We are so alike and so different. And we do understand each other more than we will ever give each other credit for. You have my past....all of it. All of my teen years. I'm sorry it ended the way it ended. But I think we both knew deep down that our future looked bleak. I just wish...that you would have told me everything...you never had to hide anything from me. We should have both put more trust in what we had. Trust in each other. Just want you to know that I still love you more than words can express, and I hope that our lives don't drift to far away from one another.
2. I should have never wasted my time with you.
3. I wish i wasn't invisible.
4. I'm sorry that i disappointed you so much in high school. But what i don't think you really understand is how miserable I was a lot of the time. And coming home to a fight never helped. I knew what was going on, but I just felt so useless...that there was nothing i could do about it. Disappointing you is my biggest fear. I'm sorry. I love you.
5. I miss you more than i've ever missed anyone that has ever passed away. I just can't help but wonder what life would be like if you were still here. I think about you everyday. And you are the person I talk to when I have no one else.
6. The worst part about leaving home, is that I don't see you everyday. No hacienda. No late night talks in my car. I hate seeing you cry. You are my hero. Literally.
7. If you ever get sent to Iraq, I swear I will cry harder than i've ever cried in my life. And I hope I get to see you soon. I miss you a lot. A LOT. And I want to go to your graduation soo freakin bad.
8. You know me so well. And you get on my nerves more than anyone. But I think thats why I love you so much.
9. I hate the politics so much that it makes me never wanna step foot in that place again. But once i get there...I forget all about the politics and remember that this is where i belong. I just hate seeing people who do shit jobs get all the credit.
10. I want you to know that you are perfect. And deserve everything good in life. And I'm so mad at myself for not grabbing you when i had the freaking chance. But I can handle being friends. Just having you in my life.....thats all i want. Please don't ever leave it. You have no idea how happy you make me.
nothing much has been going on lately. I need to kick my ass into college gear though. I'm kinda taking advantage of this not going to class thing. I mean i only miss on average two classes a week...and they aren't the same class. But still i need to start going all the time. And studying more.
uhhhhh this weekend should be nice. Even though it will be like everytime i go home. I'll be running around everywhere. but i get to see my mommy and daddy. i miss them a lot more than i thought i would.
this was a pretty amazing idea, that i got from hannah.
Ten things...that you want to say to anyone..don't name names.
1. I miss you. I miss us. But we are on such different pages in our lives. We always have been. We are so alike and so different. And we do understand each other more than we will ever give each other credit for. You have my past....all of it. All of my teen years. I'm sorry it ended the way it ended. But I think we both knew deep down that our future looked bleak. I just wish...that you would have told me everything...you never had to hide anything from me. We should have both put more trust in what we had. Trust in each other. Just want you to know that I still love you more than words can express, and I hope that our lives don't drift to far away from one another.
2. I should have never wasted my time with you.
3. I wish i wasn't invisible.
4. I'm sorry that i disappointed you so much in high school. But what i don't think you really understand is how miserable I was a lot of the time. And coming home to a fight never helped. I knew what was going on, but I just felt so useless...that there was nothing i could do about it. Disappointing you is my biggest fear. I'm sorry. I love you.
5. I miss you more than i've ever missed anyone that has ever passed away. I just can't help but wonder what life would be like if you were still here. I think about you everyday. And you are the person I talk to when I have no one else.
6. The worst part about leaving home, is that I don't see you everyday. No hacienda. No late night talks in my car. I hate seeing you cry. You are my hero. Literally.
7. If you ever get sent to Iraq, I swear I will cry harder than i've ever cried in my life. And I hope I get to see you soon. I miss you a lot. A LOT. And I want to go to your graduation soo freakin bad.
8. You know me so well. And you get on my nerves more than anyone. But I think thats why I love you so much.
9. I hate the politics so much that it makes me never wanna step foot in that place again. But once i get there...I forget all about the politics and remember that this is where i belong. I just hate seeing people who do shit jobs get all the credit.
10. I want you to know that you are perfect. And deserve everything good in life. And I'm so mad at myself for not grabbing you when i had the freaking chance. But I can handle being friends. Just having you in my life.....thats all i want. Please don't ever leave it. You have no idea how happy you make me.