better put 'em in quotations
well sam, i was going to do your ten minute free write, but i'm too scared. i'm afraid of what my fingers might type out.
it is very much summer these past couple of days. i have aquired my first layer of sunburn whilst having a yard sale. i drive with the windows down and get stuck at every red light. corn on the cob. palm almer. too much coffee, not enough flute playing. day camp planning. procrastinating and sleeping too little. i miss ypsilanti. i miss playing duets.
i need to make some changes, but i don't think i want to. i don't want anything to be different. i miss it already and it's not even gone yet. i'm afraid that it will become less and less and then one day all i will have left is a tube of chapstick. is that the way it has to be? maybe i'm being selfish. it's easier to pretend everything is okay.
i need to turn in my student teaching application. life needs to slow down.
it is very much summer these past couple of days. i have aquired my first layer of sunburn whilst having a yard sale. i drive with the windows down and get stuck at every red light. corn on the cob. palm almer. too much coffee, not enough flute playing. day camp planning. procrastinating and sleeping too little. i miss ypsilanti. i miss playing duets.
i need to make some changes, but i don't think i want to. i don't want anything to be different. i miss it already and it's not even gone yet. i'm afraid that it will become less and less and then one day all i will have left is a tube of chapstick. is that the way it has to be? maybe i'm being selfish. it's easier to pretend everything is okay.
i need to turn in my student teaching application. life needs to slow down.