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it is so weird to think that 2 years ago, i thought my life was ending. i cried so much that my face was burned from tears. i remember declaring that i was going to be a single band director, live in an apartment, and marry my music. i didn't sleep and i hardly ate. someone who you thought you were going to grow old with is now a perfect stranger...it's unsettling. are you ok? do you still watch jeopardy? are you happy? have you had your mom's spinach lasagna lately? are you scared to leave?
everything happens for a reason, i believe that. i'm completely happy in my current relationship. i couldn't ask for a better guy. but talk about the strangest feeling--looking at a picture and knowing this is 100% the past. the love, long talks, laughter, fighting, planning, holding hands, tears...mere memories.
i still pray for you now and then. i hope you're doing well.
everything happens for a reason, i believe that. i'm completely happy in my current relationship. i couldn't ask for a better guy. but talk about the strangest feeling--looking at a picture and knowing this is 100% the past. the love, long talks, laughter, fighting, planning, holding hands, tears...mere memories.
i still pray for you now and then. i hope you're doing well.