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I don’t know what to say right now, you have what you’ve been looking for now. I have nothing right now, just myself. I was a rebound for him, as he did his own thing and failed only to realize what he was missing. I kind of hoped to see start something good with you. The time we had meant a lot to me and all the random talk we shared. Now looking at your notes, they begged for him and I didn’t come to the realization of the facts. I can say that I am happy for you and your true goal being reached, but I am here now alone again like the many nights I had before hoping for someone to come my way. We still share friendship and that is what should matter right now, though I can’t lose the other feeling we had. I will go on like every other day before, aimlessly. I know he has been a good friend to you, I would rather that be then someone else.