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im finally happy. i have a rad boyfriend and am actually stable and have been working for like 3 months straight. my bills still arent paid, and i dont have phone service anymore, but im not too worried about any of that.
my friends are giving me shit for never hanging out anymore. i have spent like everynight for the past 2 weeks with josh, but thats what i want. he makes me incredibly happy and i want to spend all my time with him. if that makes me a horrible friend then i dont know what to do. i dont really think its wrong to want to make yrself happy before you make yr friends happy. especially since i have been unhappy for so long. im sure theres going to be a lot of drama... but oh well. i guess i deserve it.
last night i went to the gas station after practice and i had a feeling i was going to see josh.... and 1 minute later he was knocking on my car window. very random. we said we were going to take a break from hanging out, but when i saw him at the gas station he asked if he could spend the night. i was incredibly happy cuz i was like having withdrawls for the last 10 hours of not seeing him. JK, totally kidding.
we have to change our band name. we thought of a name last night. but its already taken. we are really striking out.
im thinking of trying to play music with erin putnam and jorge (again). i wrote a song last night. i will be singing a lot, erin doesnt even want to sing.
its almost time for lunch finally.
my friends are giving me shit for never hanging out anymore. i have spent like everynight for the past 2 weeks with josh, but thats what i want. he makes me incredibly happy and i want to spend all my time with him. if that makes me a horrible friend then i dont know what to do. i dont really think its wrong to want to make yrself happy before you make yr friends happy. especially since i have been unhappy for so long. im sure theres going to be a lot of drama... but oh well. i guess i deserve it.
last night i went to the gas station after practice and i had a feeling i was going to see josh.... and 1 minute later he was knocking on my car window. very random. we said we were going to take a break from hanging out, but when i saw him at the gas station he asked if he could spend the night. i was incredibly happy cuz i was like having withdrawls for the last 10 hours of not seeing him. JK, totally kidding.
we have to change our band name. we thought of a name last night. but its already taken. we are really striking out.
im thinking of trying to play music with erin putnam and jorge (again). i wrote a song last night. i will be singing a lot, erin doesnt even want to sing.
its almost time for lunch finally.