fucking insane
i had a really nice attack of mania earlier today. my heart was beating outta control and my mind was racing 200MPH. i had to lay in bed for a half hour to get myself to calm down. it all started cuz i started realizing i want to go back to school at WWU in the fall and i got way too excited schemeing up all these ideas. (matthew email me!! or call!!) the problem is that i have $0 money.
i still havent started working yet. the lady said i might start today, but she hasnt called yet. its still early.
my car broke down AGAIN. like the 4th time in 2 years. i wanna sell it sooo bad and just get a crappy car that is cheap and will get me from place to place. my parents have the title though and they would never let me sell it. i dont even have any $$ to fix it. josh said hes trying to get a hold of his mechanic to fix it so that he can just trade him tattoos for the work? um, crazy. i cant let him do that can i?
my new little band is good. if i move though, there is no longer a little band. im gonna have to sell the half stack i just bought to be able to pay rent and fix my car.
somehow kyle and i got foodstamps again until november. we are sooo fucing lucky its ridiculous. the lady called ME!! i didnt think we were eligible anymore, but she even gave us $$ for july and august. crazy.
i havent been on any meds and i havent been seeing a doctor. i called to see one that i was referred to, but i didnt get a response yet. and im also waiting to see a psych at the "free" clinic but i cant see her until october 8th. rad huh?
ive been sewing a lot and in fact im gonna finish this skirt im working on now.
i have no money for rent
i still havent started working yet. the lady said i might start today, but she hasnt called yet. its still early.
my car broke down AGAIN. like the 4th time in 2 years. i wanna sell it sooo bad and just get a crappy car that is cheap and will get me from place to place. my parents have the title though and they would never let me sell it. i dont even have any $$ to fix it. josh said hes trying to get a hold of his mechanic to fix it so that he can just trade him tattoos for the work? um, crazy. i cant let him do that can i?
my new little band is good. if i move though, there is no longer a little band. im gonna have to sell the half stack i just bought to be able to pay rent and fix my car.
somehow kyle and i got foodstamps again until november. we are sooo fucing lucky its ridiculous. the lady called ME!! i didnt think we were eligible anymore, but she even gave us $$ for july and august. crazy.
i havent been on any meds and i havent been seeing a doctor. i called to see one that i was referred to, but i didnt get a response yet. and im also waiting to see a psych at the "free" clinic but i cant see her until october 8th. rad huh?
ive been sewing a lot and in fact im gonna finish this skirt im working on now.
i have no money for rent