HISJFIS
i love school. i'll say it. being a senior is amazing. however ive never been so scared of anything in my life. I can sit here and cry thinking about it. The fact and truth is...that even though sometimes senioritis kicks in. It all comes back to the fact that i dont wanna leave...i love that school. I love the people, i love the teachers and facalty...im just not ready to say goodbye. and i dont think i ever will be. I felt like such a senior last week that it actually hurt. Senior Superlatives came out on Tuesday, I got what i have been trying to get sence my freshman year :o)...yup i got most spirited. I couldnt be happier. The '06 picture was a huge slap in the face, and so is the big picture this friday. Im so afriad. my security blanket is being ripped away from me, ive been afriad of this year sence the 6th grade....and its finally here. I love being sixteen. i love being happy, alive....reckless. Walking around the town not giving a shit about what people think is amazing. no one has what we have. the small school, the small homecoming. The PRIDE. Warriors forever. Were all one heart, and no one will ever understand that, no one will understand the school but us.
Sometimes i feel like a normal teenager...and then sometimes i dont. This past week i didnt, i spent most of the week crying. Ive been told im too mature for my age about a dozen times this week. Im so sorry everything turned out like it did, im just happy things are going back to normal. I get way to attached to people. i dont know how...but i do. Those two are the biggest reason im afriad to leave comsewogue. they know it, i know it...everyone knows it. I wear my heart on my sleve too much for people to just grab and hurt. and though i put up the front to most people that im a bitch...theirs certain people who i just care about instantly. without them even realizing it.
Cinderfella is wednesday....gunna be such a great time.
i got fitted for my tuxedo today....i love my school.and today i love my life.
i feel back to normal.i feel happy again.
i miss kesley....this is gunna be like 3/4 weeks. i hope she makes cinderfella on wednesday, it is gunna be hysterical.and it would mean alot if she came <333
superlative pictures tomorrow :-O
Sometimes i feel like a normal teenager...and then sometimes i dont. This past week i didnt, i spent most of the week crying. Ive been told im too mature for my age about a dozen times this week. Im so sorry everything turned out like it did, im just happy things are going back to normal. I get way to attached to people. i dont know how...but i do. Those two are the biggest reason im afriad to leave comsewogue. they know it, i know it...everyone knows it. I wear my heart on my sleve too much for people to just grab and hurt. and though i put up the front to most people that im a bitch...theirs certain people who i just care about instantly. without them even realizing it.
Cinderfella is wednesday....gunna be such a great time.
i got fitted for my tuxedo today....i love my school.and today i love my life.
i feel back to normal.i feel happy again.
i miss kesley....this is gunna be like 3/4 weeks. i hope she makes cinderfella on wednesday, it is gunna be hysterical.and it would mean alot if she came <333
superlative pictures tomorrow :-O