Currently

Apr 20, 2006 23:33

Currently

Current Book: The Secret Life of Bee’s. I’m also reading The Princess Bride to Jake.
Current Song: Both Sides Now - Judy Collins (again). And because of you by Kelly Clarkson, but that’s a secret.
Current Food: Chocolate with strawberry pieces.
Current Drink: Diet Coke with Cherry - I don’t like diet usually but the cherry is too good and much stronger than regular cherry coke. Weird.
Current Fetish: Masturbating during sex. Mmm.
Current Wish: That I wasn’t alone
Current Feeling: Bored, confused. Resilient.
Current Love: Diet Coke with Cherry
Current Hate: Major computer lag. Not knowing what I’m doing with my life.
Current Need: A hair cut (which I’m getting tomorrow).
Current Want: Sex. Love. Comfort.

Last

Last Song: Nothing Hurts Like Love - Daniel Beddingfield (oh the shame, it’s a random playlist).
Last Kiss: Romantically: at the bus-stop on Tuesday saying goodbye to Jake. Other than that it was kissing my gorgeous baby nephew goodbye yesterday.
Last Turn On:The smell of Jake on the pillow in the spare room when I made the bed earlier.
Last Food: A steak and ale pie, mashed potato, peas and sweet corn.
Last Dream: That I fell in love with a robot.
Last Laugh: With my mum talking about Peter Kay.
Last Cry: Last night, alone in bed.
Last Film: some shit on telly the other night called Heartbreakers. It sucked.
Last Conversation: With Jake on MSN. It was quite boring and we didn’t really say anything, mainly because I am quite unwilling to. In ‘real life’ with my mum in her bedroom about Peter Kay shortly before the electricity went and we had a short panic. It was funny.

I’m off to bed. I always do my currents when I’m in a weird mood. I guess its something I do when I’m bored and lonely, thus it tends to reflect that.

Is he really going to be here tomorrow? Am I going to care? I definitely miss him but I feel totally detached from him today. I need to get out of this house, I have major cabin fever.

Good night all,
Jessie
Xxx
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