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Jan 18, 2006 21:58

If you're bored....email me. My job is VERY boring and I don't have internet access. I could do with some more email buddies....I'm there between 9-5 GMT.

britemp2@bhcpct.nhs.uk

Yes that right, I'm going to use my government paid job and national health trust email address to chat to my internet friends. Sue me.
I'm bored tonight too, spending so much time bored in the days is leaking into my evenings. Mind you I haven't done anything tonight except cook dinner and speak to my auntie. Theres something coming up this weekend that I want to tell you all about but I can't risk putting it up here because Jake might read it and it will spoil the surprise. Suffice to say I'm really excited about this weekend and I'm hoping its going to be wicked. I can't wait to see the look on Jakes face. You couldn't know the lengths I'd go to to see his smile. The best thing is, I don't have to go to any lengths for it, all I have to do is be me. What a treat :)
I feel really frumpy at the moment, which is strange because I'm not looking bad.
I read in a friends opendiary today (who used to fight alot with her partner about sex - she wanted it more that her gf did). She said she no longer needs constant sexual attention to know she's need, loved and attractive (but she still loves sex - she add is an aside, classic!). I wonder if I'm like that? I wonder if sex is more to me than just sex, or whether its just as simple as I like to have more sex that Jake does. Perhaps it is something deeper rooted than just my natural drive - hence I say things like 'I\m feeling frumpy'. Hmmmm, its worth thinking about.
We chatted tonight and now I'm lost in thought, but not making any sense in my head....hmmm
Pete has just brought me some port - holy shit I'm 45 already.
Argh, laptop battery going, so I'll be off.
Smoochy smoochy luff luff luff
Jelly Mould
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