Blat blat
Well I'm ill again. This is so crappy, I've already been ill loads this winter. Bleh.
I am in bed with the laptop, and Jake is in the kitchen washing up, making coffee, having a cigarette. I wonder what he's thinking.
Things with us are good, he's been taking really good care of me. and has been such a comfort to me. We haven't argued for a while and things are just peaceful and beautiful. We discussed today how we really are living together, which I hadnt; thought about. I guess I hadn't admitted it to anyone yet, it happened so gradually and when we started this whole thing I told everybody that I wouldn't be rushing into moving to Brighton. Of course I dont feel at all like I've rushed into anything, everything has been so natural and easy. I haven't made any decisions even, I've just allowed life and love to happen, and I've never bee happier. I have a great job, I'm living in a nice city, and I am living with the most wonderful, strong, giving, gentle, beautiful man I've ever known. Watching him change and grow over the last few months has been something amazing. I wonder what he's observed in me? I hope I get to spend a long time seeing who and what he becomes. I feel like nobody else in the world deserves to be by his side more than me, and visa versa. We have so much to look forward too.
Night night,
Jellistar
xxx
I cannot be without you, matter of fact, oooh I'm on your back
I am in bed with the laptop, and Jake is in the kitchen washing up, making coffee, having a cigarette. I wonder what he's thinking.
Things with us are good, he's been taking really good care of me. and has been such a comfort to me. We haven't argued for a while and things are just peaceful and beautiful. We discussed today how we really are living together, which I hadnt; thought about. I guess I hadn't admitted it to anyone yet, it happened so gradually and when we started this whole thing I told everybody that I wouldn't be rushing into moving to Brighton. Of course I dont feel at all like I've rushed into anything, everything has been so natural and easy. I haven't made any decisions even, I've just allowed life and love to happen, and I've never bee happier. I have a great job, I'm living in a nice city, and I am living with the most wonderful, strong, giving, gentle, beautiful man I've ever known. Watching him change and grow over the last few months has been something amazing. I wonder what he's observed in me? I hope I get to spend a long time seeing who and what he becomes. I feel like nobody else in the world deserves to be by his side more than me, and visa versa. We have so much to look forward too.
Night night,
Jellistar
xxx
I cannot be without you, matter of fact, oooh I'm on your back