Time
Time is flying past me.
Ucas Forms are pure evil, and I still can't find the paper results for some of my GCSE's. I know what I got but i don't know what the examiningboard was. Thank god my best friend is a swot, I shall call her up and get the low down.
I am going to get laid tonight. Mmmmmm.
I have been listerning to "You've got the love" about 4 million times today. Its dancey and not my usual style but I'm finding it very empowering.
I'm feeling quite relaxed about my relatioship today and I hope that this is a level of calm I can sustain. I fear that once back in his arms I will again begin to feel a burning intensity that I am unable to control. But right now, I feel on top of it, I love him and its all good.
I had lots of tiny dreams last night and I can't quite remember any of them. However when i woke up and went back to sleep till midday I dreamt about plucking my eyebrows and squeezing spots. Niiiiice.
I am considering pleasuring myself in my king size bed, but I know I shouldn't. Jake and I have a kind of pact to save it for each other. It seems a shame for me to ruin it at the final hurdle, but i am buring with desire. I will withstand the urge.
I think I might go to the shop across the road and buy some hair dye or something. I feel the need to look diffrent when I see him today, transformed. I have no idea why, perhaps i want a physical sign of the shift that is happenening inside me. I am trying to be what he wants, what is right for us, and by god i think I'm managing it. Slow but steady wins the race.
I have listerned to so much shit music over the last few days. I love shit music.
I have discovered eyeliner. Its too sexy for words. I have reasonably big, very dark brown eyes. i am going to wear black eyeliner today and smoulder my way back into his life.
Sex me up people,
(K)
Jessie
Ucas Forms are pure evil, and I still can't find the paper results for some of my GCSE's. I know what I got but i don't know what the examiningboard was. Thank god my best friend is a swot, I shall call her up and get the low down.
I am going to get laid tonight. Mmmmmm.
I have been listerning to "You've got the love" about 4 million times today. Its dancey and not my usual style but I'm finding it very empowering.
I'm feeling quite relaxed about my relatioship today and I hope that this is a level of calm I can sustain. I fear that once back in his arms I will again begin to feel a burning intensity that I am unable to control. But right now, I feel on top of it, I love him and its all good.
I had lots of tiny dreams last night and I can't quite remember any of them. However when i woke up and went back to sleep till midday I dreamt about plucking my eyebrows and squeezing spots. Niiiiice.
I am considering pleasuring myself in my king size bed, but I know I shouldn't. Jake and I have a kind of pact to save it for each other. It seems a shame for me to ruin it at the final hurdle, but i am buring with desire. I will withstand the urge.
I think I might go to the shop across the road and buy some hair dye or something. I feel the need to look diffrent when I see him today, transformed. I have no idea why, perhaps i want a physical sign of the shift that is happenening inside me. I am trying to be what he wants, what is right for us, and by god i think I'm managing it. Slow but steady wins the race.
I have listerned to so much shit music over the last few days. I love shit music.
I have discovered eyeliner. Its too sexy for words. I have reasonably big, very dark brown eyes. i am going to wear black eyeliner today and smoulder my way back into his life.
Sex me up people,
(K)
Jessie