I've never felt so close. I've never felt so all alone.

[jessiebaby883]

I fall into these traps and it feels endless. That's how life feels right now, completely endless. I don't know what I'm doing or where I'm going and I feel like it's going to be that way forever.
Forever.
Even the word its self seems endless.
How do you start saying goodbye to someone you've known your whole life and loved more than anything?