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...so this semester is almost done. one more exam... thank goodness...
as far as next semester goes, well besides my summer class, im thinkin i should start taking classes somewhat related to a major, which i havent decided 100% on... ive always wanted to be a lawyer, or to do something in the law field, but i kinda changed my mind because of all the school i'd have to go through. thats when i changed my mind, and was more towards secondary education. now, i dont know what to do, theres like a million things i could do... but what is it that im going to wanna stick with? considering im gettin a chihuahua in june, and i have the best purse for it in the world, maybe ill go to law school!... haha.... the funny part is, i could see myself doing that. plus, im debating on weather i wanna stay here for school, or go away. i would love to go away, either to central or western, or even oakland, but im not so sure that i wanna just postpone my live for 3 years. i would have to give up alot, and im not sure if im willing to do that. yea, it would be nice to get school done and out of the way, without having to worry about everything else around here, and i could focus on just school.. not to mention, theres alot of things id like to just forget about and move away from, but i dont know if im ready. i like it at home. my mommy still wakes me up for school in the morning! =) i dont know, we'll see what happens from now until then.
as far as everything else goes... i guess your can say that im just ready to be me. i wanna be able to have fun whenever i want, and do whatever i want.. not having to worry about someone watching over every move i make and every single thing i do. its summer, i wanna be able to party with my friends. have fun and not have to worry about someone to check in with, or to let someone know where i am gonna be, and especially, to have someone question every little thing i do. that bothers me. i have no problem being with someone and having fun with them too, but you gotta know when enough is enough. maybe it's just a stage in life that everyone goes through, but i hope i dont ruin anything in the meantime...
as far as next semester goes, well besides my summer class, im thinkin i should start taking classes somewhat related to a major, which i havent decided 100% on... ive always wanted to be a lawyer, or to do something in the law field, but i kinda changed my mind because of all the school i'd have to go through. thats when i changed my mind, and was more towards secondary education. now, i dont know what to do, theres like a million things i could do... but what is it that im going to wanna stick with? considering im gettin a chihuahua in june, and i have the best purse for it in the world, maybe ill go to law school!... haha.... the funny part is, i could see myself doing that. plus, im debating on weather i wanna stay here for school, or go away. i would love to go away, either to central or western, or even oakland, but im not so sure that i wanna just postpone my live for 3 years. i would have to give up alot, and im not sure if im willing to do that. yea, it would be nice to get school done and out of the way, without having to worry about everything else around here, and i could focus on just school.. not to mention, theres alot of things id like to just forget about and move away from, but i dont know if im ready. i like it at home. my mommy still wakes me up for school in the morning! =) i dont know, we'll see what happens from now until then.
as far as everything else goes... i guess your can say that im just ready to be me. i wanna be able to have fun whenever i want, and do whatever i want.. not having to worry about someone watching over every move i make and every single thing i do. its summer, i wanna be able to party with my friends. have fun and not have to worry about someone to check in with, or to let someone know where i am gonna be, and especially, to have someone question every little thing i do. that bothers me. i have no problem being with someone and having fun with them too, but you gotta know when enough is enough. maybe it's just a stage in life that everyone goes through, but i hope i dont ruin anything in the meantime...