lalala
lalala, so yeah i'm massively bored. it's 1:41 am...and even though im tired, i cant sleep cuz its hot as hell
i just got a whole bunch of new icons...and i like my current one...definitely the truth...
i'm gonna call him tomorrow...if it kills me...i think i'll do it when i'm with katie...cuz she'll make me...if i tell her i wanna lmao...ugh i miss him so much though...u just have no idea...i feel like the biggest idiot...some people *never* find that somebody special in their life...and i found him, and gave him up...what the hell is wrong with me? and all over a stupid fight...and the only fight we've ever had...i wish he would just come online, i could send him to this journal...he could see how hurt i am...and how sorry i am...ugh i need 2 stop thinkin about this cuz im starting 2 cry again...
well yeah...i'm tired and i cant keep my eyes open...im gonna go find the AC and attempt to go to sleep...later all!!
~*jess
i just got a whole bunch of new icons...and i like my current one...definitely the truth...
i'm gonna call him tomorrow...if it kills me...i think i'll do it when i'm with katie...cuz she'll make me...if i tell her i wanna lmao...ugh i miss him so much though...u just have no idea...i feel like the biggest idiot...some people *never* find that somebody special in their life...and i found him, and gave him up...what the hell is wrong with me? and all over a stupid fight...and the only fight we've ever had...i wish he would just come online, i could send him to this journal...he could see how hurt i am...and how sorry i am...ugh i need 2 stop thinkin about this cuz im starting 2 cry again...
well yeah...i'm tired and i cant keep my eyes open...im gonna go find the AC and attempt to go to sleep...later all!!
~*jess