Confused..
Im so confused about things and im not sure why. I dont even know what i want anymore. like it even matters. im so sick of being upset and ive been upset so much that now when im crying im not even sure of what the reason is. It just seems like im never going to be okay again. its hard for me to even listin to my music without thinking of how it relates with my life and it makes me cry. i dont know what to do, i dont know who to trust or what to belive. but all i know is that it better end soon before i go crazy. its like nothing is the same as it used to be, and i hate it so i guess i hate change unless i know its for the better. Im giving everything a chance now although i know it will most likely fuck things up more.. like with me and Anthony. i hardly doubt things will be better this time and now that we are talking again. i guess i have to live with the fact i will never be too imporant to him but i cant help talking to him if i want things to work out, i dont know i have nothing lose ive already lost everything and if he fucks it up again he knows he will have another shot because he always dose. One thing i know for sure is i have to get out of this place..
Although my life is horrible for the most part these are the people i can count on to make me smile.<3
Brittany. Alicia. Jenna.
Aimee. Annmaire. Alishia.
Mike O. Mike M. Bobby.
Alexis. Sam. Joe.& those are my BEST friends.ever.
I love you guys no matter what. =)<33
[[sorry if i forgot you.]]
Blood is like a tear as it rolls down my wrist as a sign of weakness
Although my life is horrible for the most part these are the people i can count on to make me smile.<3
Brittany. Alicia. Jenna.
Aimee. Annmaire. Alishia.
Mike O. Mike M. Bobby.
Alexis. Sam. Joe.& those are my BEST friends.ever.
I love you guys no matter what. =)<33
[[sorry if i forgot you.]]
Blood is like a tear as it rolls down my wrist as a sign of weakness