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I guess I'll update since I'm sitting on my ass in Milner...waiting for my cousin to get out of class at 12:15 to go to lunch. God. I haven't updated in a 'coons age.' haha. Coon's age... that's old school talk. Anyway, here it goes. I'm assuming that this is going to be an incredibly lengthy update-- so if for any reason you don't want to read it and just want to post me a comment (something nice like..Jess is awesome and hot...or Jess is a genious) I COMPLETELY understand. lol. So, here it goes.
So far my health has been alright. After the plethora of tests that I've been put through (including that STUPID ASS TUBE ...TWICE), they have decided that they can't find what's wrong with me. They're just waiting until my back hurts again to do more and more tests. Fucking sucks. I don't want to wait until it hurts---I want it to be over with so that I don't have to go through the pain again. Oh well. Uhm, I have been put on depression and anxiety medicine- Those of you who know me KNOW that I freak out about school...to the point where I'm in tears. It had gotten so bad that I didn't want to get out of bed, which is a big problem AND one of the key factors in depression. I didn't think I needed it intially and cried my eyes out when I had to tell my mom about it--which I mean, she questioned it too. But I have so much energy now that I"ve been on it for a month. I wake up not as tired, earlier, and the other day I forgot a quiz and didn't call my mom out of breath and crying my eyes out. SO- I'm guessing that I really did need it...and the doctor was the ONLY one out of all of us that saw it.
I have MWF classes again this semester--and yes I'm still communting. It really doesn't bother me all that much. Monday's schedule is 8am-2:50pm. Not too bad, except the 6am's are starting to ware on me. ugh. Wednesdays and Fridays are 9am-2:50pm. I really want to get on the dean's list this semester. We'll see if that's even dreamable soon. My two history classes are incredible hard, so I don't know. I have C&I 212 (which I have to do clinicals in the freakin' JUVENILE DETENTION CENTER...Yikes....), Philosophy-Rights and Wrongs, Modern German History, Islam, and Experiencing Music (with I guess, the most hated person in the music department...or so I hear... Labonville). I don't know. We'll see hwo it goes. I don't know if I"m really going to like doing work at the Juvie center. We went today for orientation and man... o... man.... That place is a prison. I thought it was just a school for troubled kids. NOT. They have a room with a cot, a toilet, and a sink. They only get to wear what those people give them, EVERY DOOR IS LOCKED AFTER YOU WALK THROUGH IT.... and you're always escorted. Kinda scary. Oh, and you get searched everytime you leave and enter. Freakin.... I don't know. Lol. We'll see how that goes.
My brother has officially broken up with his girlfriend, Aimee. It makes me kinda sad. I'm really close to my brother and try to protect him as much as possible (especially since he's now a Freshman, living on his own, and going to Heartland). I'm not bragging, but my brother is very cute. He's tall, dark, and handsome. haha. Anyway, he seems to attract these ditzy, blonde, FLOOZIE college girls. Then, he gets mad when I'm mean to them. I don't know. Maybe I'm wrong, but I'm not going to be nice to someone with less brain cells than the carrot I'm eating. Fuck no! So.. I don't know... I wish he was back with his girlfriend that I liked. As far as home life, everything is still cool. I love living there-- I love living with my parents-- I still hate my job with a passion, but everything else is cool. I have a new cat. We adopted him. His name, ironically, is OTIS (my brother's nickname is odie). He's cool, rather lovable and cuddly. It's awesome
Anyway, that's my update. People in the library are staring at why I'm typing so much. Drop me a comment people...comon... I only update every so often. LOL. Love ya'll. (P.S.-- FRIENDS, EVERYONE WHO READS THIS-- Call me up to go have a drink sometime..... 1-815-848-2948).
So far my health has been alright. After the plethora of tests that I've been put through (including that STUPID ASS TUBE ...TWICE), they have decided that they can't find what's wrong with me. They're just waiting until my back hurts again to do more and more tests. Fucking sucks. I don't want to wait until it hurts---I want it to be over with so that I don't have to go through the pain again. Oh well. Uhm, I have been put on depression and anxiety medicine- Those of you who know me KNOW that I freak out about school...to the point where I'm in tears. It had gotten so bad that I didn't want to get out of bed, which is a big problem AND one of the key factors in depression. I didn't think I needed it intially and cried my eyes out when I had to tell my mom about it--which I mean, she questioned it too. But I have so much energy now that I"ve been on it for a month. I wake up not as tired, earlier, and the other day I forgot a quiz and didn't call my mom out of breath and crying my eyes out. SO- I'm guessing that I really did need it...and the doctor was the ONLY one out of all of us that saw it.
I have MWF classes again this semester--and yes I'm still communting. It really doesn't bother me all that much. Monday's schedule is 8am-2:50pm. Not too bad, except the 6am's are starting to ware on me. ugh. Wednesdays and Fridays are 9am-2:50pm. I really want to get on the dean's list this semester. We'll see if that's even dreamable soon. My two history classes are incredible hard, so I don't know. I have C&I 212 (which I have to do clinicals in the freakin' JUVENILE DETENTION CENTER...Yikes....), Philosophy-Rights and Wrongs, Modern German History, Islam, and Experiencing Music (with I guess, the most hated person in the music department...or so I hear... Labonville). I don't know. We'll see hwo it goes. I don't know if I"m really going to like doing work at the Juvie center. We went today for orientation and man... o... man.... That place is a prison. I thought it was just a school for troubled kids. NOT. They have a room with a cot, a toilet, and a sink. They only get to wear what those people give them, EVERY DOOR IS LOCKED AFTER YOU WALK THROUGH IT.... and you're always escorted. Kinda scary. Oh, and you get searched everytime you leave and enter. Freakin.... I don't know. Lol. We'll see how that goes.
My brother has officially broken up with his girlfriend, Aimee. It makes me kinda sad. I'm really close to my brother and try to protect him as much as possible (especially since he's now a Freshman, living on his own, and going to Heartland). I'm not bragging, but my brother is very cute. He's tall, dark, and handsome. haha. Anyway, he seems to attract these ditzy, blonde, FLOOZIE college girls. Then, he gets mad when I'm mean to them. I don't know. Maybe I'm wrong, but I'm not going to be nice to someone with less brain cells than the carrot I'm eating. Fuck no! So.. I don't know... I wish he was back with his girlfriend that I liked. As far as home life, everything is still cool. I love living there-- I love living with my parents-- I still hate my job with a passion, but everything else is cool. I have a new cat. We adopted him. His name, ironically, is OTIS (my brother's nickname is odie). He's cool, rather lovable and cuddly. It's awesome
Anyway, that's my update. People in the library are staring at why I'm typing so much. Drop me a comment people...comon... I only update every so often. LOL. Love ya'll. (P.S.-- FRIENDS, EVERYONE WHO READS THIS-- Call me up to go have a drink sometime..... 1-815-848-2948).