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[jessie_8_it]

well, I'm really happy with the way things are going right now. And i'm really thankful for everything and everybody that God has blessed me with. But then at the same time i'm afraid because i know things can't stay this good forever and it makes me sad to think about it. it kinda goes along with the taller you are, the harder you fall- well, since i'm really happy it's really going to hurt when somebody does in fact let me down or hurt me or when something sad happens. yea, yea- i should just let go and let things be and not worry about the future or get sad about things that haven't even happened yet but that's easier said than done. i guess i'm just afraid it's all too good to be true....idk. these are the times that you have to cherish and really enjoy i suppose and not take them for granted. me o my do i worry too much- ahhhhhh

o yea- and i got my phone back finally- woot!!! well- i got a new one actually but it's just a relief to have a cell phone again- its really tough not to have one for a while- haha

peace and love!!!!!