"Gentlemen, I am tormented by questions; answer them for me" Dostoevsky, Notes from the Underground

Dec 06, 2004 22:07

So it's late and silent except for the whirring of the computer when my mind first announces "fuck, i forgot physics"... so today was an exceptionally long assignment, our first consisting of angular as opposed to linear velocity. I of course half listened after realizing that i dont remember pre-cal. next year i will be an incredible amount of stupid.

And i really did have fun at the harbor, despite all the "idiot barbers hillians" that are my friends, and even though YOU, sir, think i was upset. It was great fun seeing everybody again. Justin, Chase, Payton, Houston -- I thoroughly enjoyed the performance, hope the next one isn't too far off!

Sunday I slept in again, but I was at Carrie's anyway, so I couldn't go to church. I also had an appointment later that morning, but I wanted to go to the church christmas party. I knew they would have a sad turn out, and that they had worked hard to get the thing organized, so I tried to find a last minute date to avoid going alone w/ junior high kids. But I got really depressed because on my way to the church I'd called four people who didn't feel like going with me, and Drew wouldn't answer. So i turned around and listened to brand new in my room until it was time for dinner. Great fun, I'm sure our youth director was happy to see that none of the senior high showed up this year. Whatever.

Well I didn't mean to finish off on a pissed off note, but I'm just a little upset. Also, nobody wants to go with me to see Tims performance (very important to him). Not even Mark. (I dont mean you, rachel! i know you'd go if you could, i mean the people who could easily go they just dont feel like it). Oh well I'll call Carrie tomorrow (since i didnt see you online), hopefully she will be able to go with me. If not, I'll keep asking around. OOooh! I found a happy note- xmas is coming up, that better be worth the wait, and I'm also looking forward to JEW!! I love you and your birthday, rachel. and of course jimmy eat world.

radicals, radians, and rotations to all
jessie
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