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this is the most insane thing i've ever felt. what was he thinking when he called? why did he have to call? to make me feel drunk off of seeing his name on my incoming calls? to make me question my relationship? or just to make me realize how in love with him i still am? cuz if those were his intentions, he accomplished all 3. my life deflated at the very instant my phone rang. i dont know what i need to do, now i'm thinking about if i made the right decision to not pick up his call. maybe i'll never get that chance again. i dont even need to talk to him to make me feel like this. he has been on my mind constantly since God knows when. why am i doing this to myself. maybe i think everything will change and go back to the way it was before, because right now i feel as if my life is a temporary arangement, and soon everything will go back to the way things were for those blissful 8 months. im so utterly lost right now.
why did he have to call?
"DO YOU REMEMBER, THE WAY YOU USED TO MELT, DO YOU REMEMBER HOW IT FELT WHEN I TOUCHED YOU, OH, CAUSE I REMEMBER VERY WELL..HOW LONG HAS IT BEEN SINCE SOMEONE YOU LET IN HAS GIVEN WHAT I GAVE TO YOU. AND AT NIGHT WHEN YOU SLEEP, DO YOU DREAM I WILL BE THERE, JUST FOR A MINUTE OR TWO.." -maroon 5
why did he have to call?
"DO YOU REMEMBER, THE WAY YOU USED TO MELT, DO YOU REMEMBER HOW IT FELT WHEN I TOUCHED YOU, OH, CAUSE I REMEMBER VERY WELL..HOW LONG HAS IT BEEN SINCE SOMEONE YOU LET IN HAS GIVEN WHAT I GAVE TO YOU. AND AT NIGHT WHEN YOU SLEEP, DO YOU DREAM I WILL BE THERE, JUST FOR A MINUTE OR TWO.." -maroon 5