smiles to remember
I guess this is just one of those days that makes you smile. It's like throughout the day hidden beneath each layered hour are little secrets waiting to be discovered. Even though right now I taste the bittersweet sour gem of loneliness, I know it will pass in time. One day at a time, sweet endearing moments that sends as a reminder that it is ok. Family matters, my financial aid has led to many sleepless nights. In the end it did work out. And right now all I can do is smile. Smile at the possibilities of the unknown events that will come to pass. Smile that work, and school isn't everything. And smile that one day the loneliness be gone.
Sometimes I wish I had someone and sometimes I am glad that I don't. There are certain people who are meant to have that one special person. Then there are those that ignore the possibilities of having that one person. Then there are those that are meant to have many special people light their life. I think that is me. It's not being a player, it's not lying, it just is. I kinda look at it as a gift I guess, instead of one person, I will meet many and have the privilege just knowing them. People are who they are. Some will hate you, some will deceive you, some will hurt you and still others will light your life with splendors seemingly beautiful and unique in their own way. When that happens all you can do smile.
Sometimes I wish I had someone and sometimes I am glad that I don't. There are certain people who are meant to have that one special person. Then there are those that ignore the possibilities of having that one person. Then there are those that are meant to have many special people light their life. I think that is me. It's not being a player, it's not lying, it just is. I kinda look at it as a gift I guess, instead of one person, I will meet many and have the privilege just knowing them. People are who they are. Some will hate you, some will deceive you, some will hurt you and still others will light your life with splendors seemingly beautiful and unique in their own way. When that happens all you can do smile.