state the obvious i didnt get my perfect fantasy
Alrighty well i am sitting here before practice and my roommate is dancing around my room and i am cracking up and for the first time in a while i am feeling happiness. It is nice actually feeling it for a while. Today was pretty gnarly and tough to get through but now that it's over i am pretty happy. I go to practice at 5 which i am pretty excited about even though we are going to run tons of laps and suicides which might kick my ass but it will be a very nice distraction. I just really need to get away i need to travel and get away. i cant wait for the rugby trip it'll be a very needed trip. my thoughts are so scattered and so just crazy i dont even know why i am trying to write right now. well i'm about to head to practice i will probably try to write more later.