Oct 19, 2008 21:28
you're so funny
you're so cute
thanks for being here for me
ok i hear this every single day. why must i be the type of girl who just gives the advice. a little hint when i say "hey your girlfriend is an asshole and is cheating on you" that kinda is your cue to see wow i am dating a bitch i should move on to someone who seems my beatuy.
ok i want just for once one person to open their eyes and see me. i hate being the comparision. i hate the girl who dates a bitch then looks at me i am the girl who never says "you are hot" i say you are beautiful, you make my heart stop beating, you are luminous, you make me feel like i am on a rollercoaster. when i am i going to meet the girl the miss. extraordinary who doesnt see what a good thing i am? someone who looks at me first and goes wow she is amazing. i am sick of girls looking at me or walking up to me and the first thing they say is you're hot. ok i am not looking for an ego boost. trust me i am modest if you say i am hot i am going to be too shy to say anything i am probably not even going to believe you. so i am waiting just waiting for the girl who looks into my eyes and sees all the pain there and wants to be the girl who takes my hand and change my eyes just with the touch of her hand. i am just sick of waiting..
is it so hard to find a girl who knows who she is., knows who i am with all the sadness and depression who can kiss my sadness away,
ya sick of waiting