so fresh and so clean, clean.
ha so i definitely was freaking out because i thought my mom had soccer games at 10 and 11..which meant she should have been home at 12ish, and i didnt do any of my chores. ha..checked the schedule..her games were at 11 and 12..phew.
i have to ref at 3:15..dont really want to.
at least its only a U-8 GIRLS game..ah how dreadful will this be.
they are so frusteratng. it seems to amaze me how a team will score, then at the kick off, the team that just scored goes and tries to take the kick off. its like ARE YOU ON CRACK? YOU JUST SCORED. i dont care if they're 8, they should know that crap.
haha.
so i have my last soccer game tonight. 6:00 at Groves Stadium. I've been thinking about soccer a lot lately..and how not dedicated i am now n stuff. I've been so angry with my performances this season and i can tell i'm not making my mom proud either. This season has just been so..frusterating. I mean, our teams not even bad..actually we're not bad. we're good. we just..never take our chances and the defense(UH ME) let stupid goals in. I hate having to listen to jamie and my mom and everyone say "you used to be a little power house. the ball was YOURS and no one elses. now its like you dont even care." I dont know whats wrong with me. I mean i love soccer..i love my team and everyone on it..i just dont know whats wrong with me lately.
I really hope we win though...ending the season with a win would make me happy. extremely.
I have so much homework and i need to clean my room and the living room..so i'm gonna go. talk to everyone later.
-jess