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[jessie1119]

so? whats new? been a while since ive ventured on here :s ive been busy. work to do. friends to see. time to relax as ive passed my course :). the summer has been great so far apart from the shitty weather and the fact that my parents have fallen out. and ive just realise that my mum is a cunt just like my dad but then again i already knew that. i wish shed admit that shes not perfect and sometimes gets things wrong but no she is upset because i wrote something ages ago in a fit of anger about her and it didnt paint her as being an angel or a saint! im sorry but when your wrong your just wrong! and the ignorance she takes just doesnt help either. admit that some of the things you say are harsh and stop feeling sorry for yourself! its pathetic! if she would come up to me and say im sorry for making you feel like im treating you bad i could forgive that but nothing said nothing done. ah well i will just leave it and if she thinks that i am going to apologise for something i wrote out of feelings she must be bloody joking! id rather cut my own head off than apologise! i did nothing wrong!
apart from that everything is peachy well not peachy but going ok. adam asked me out but im not sure that i wanna be in a relationship :s i aint spoken to leanne in days hmmmf! and oh blokes keep asking me for sex! they know who they are! and oh yeah a girl is in love with me :)...and the shitheads at work are pissing me off so much lately but then ive been in a off mood! i just cant stand the place! apart from last night which was one of the most decent shifts ive had in a while lol ah i dunno fuck it all i couldnt care less! it sucks so what? it'll get better :)