Who Knew?

[jessie1119]

meh i had a fight with mother this morning! she is really starting to get on my nerves! like most things and most people! meh why am i so moody all the time! meh i felt absolutely awful this morning so i went back to bed for a bit and then got ready for college...fought with mum then walked into college and now here i am! i feel ok now as im listening to the CD i made last night and trying to get on with some work...only thing is evans and pim keep distracting me! i cant turn my music up so i cant hear then as paula will tell me to turn it down meh :(..im kinda bored actually think i might send some emails :) but i doubt that will happen as i really need the loo and i cant be bothered to get up as i feel like a whale :s i shouldnt have had all that shit to eat this morning :(...oooh andy gave me some advice last night i shouldnt be paranoid of people looking at me and i should smile only if i liked them :D and it happened this morning...andy and i were trying so hard not to look at each other and then we both smiled WOOP! i cant help but stare at him heh least there is one fit lad in the class eh :) talked to simon last night....meh...stupid stupid stupid josh has just rang me in the middle of lesson! bollocks!

nell xxx