I've had a bad 6 years :(
i cant be bothered much lately...like i was talking to tim last night and he was asking me something and i just could not be bothered :(...think ive lost the will to care about much anymore :(...i want to care i just dont feel like i can...now lately all i do i get upset and cry, be angry at shit, and smile and laugh all the time...i find myself thinking of funny things a giggling to myself...im unsure about how i really feel about certain things and certain peeople at the mo :( ah well im tired...tired of trying...tired of wanting...tired of needing and im deffo tired of feeling so im just gunna listen learn and be free :) im badly in need of a break...i need somewhere to go chill for a bit...and i ask myself do i really like it here??? iunno...its broken my heart in so many ways but no more tears will fall from these eyes...dead inside...cant feel it no more :D