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Sadly...nothing new has happened. Which is why I havent updated I guess.
I was mega emo today...because someone really made me feel like the epitomy of everything bad in the world. And I guess I am, because he was completely right about everything. I conform myself to what people want me to be, and I really believe no one wants to hear what I have to say. Yeah, I'll admit that, but it's hard to change everything I've ever known.
I dont know what to do about this boy either. Sometimes it seems he wants to talk to me, and other times it doesnt. I'd like to ask him to homecoming, but I guess I have to wait for a day he wants to be with me. If thats really true.
I'm drinking mountain dew, and waiting for my dad. I hope he's okay.
I was mega emo today...because someone really made me feel like the epitomy of everything bad in the world. And I guess I am, because he was completely right about everything. I conform myself to what people want me to be, and I really believe no one wants to hear what I have to say. Yeah, I'll admit that, but it's hard to change everything I've ever known.
I dont know what to do about this boy either. Sometimes it seems he wants to talk to me, and other times it doesnt. I'd like to ask him to homecoming, but I guess I have to wait for a day he wants to be with me. If thats really true.
I'm drinking mountain dew, and waiting for my dad. I hope he's okay.