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I dont know if anyone reads this and i guess it really doesnt matter. My life right now is pretty much a broken record. I wake up go to work come home and spend time with my boyfriend. Im working right now full time and I say the reason im not in school is because i dont like the schools here but i think theres more to it then that. Everyone here is really lazy and a lot of the ppl im friends with still live with thier parents and are just working. They are all a lot older than me too. Well my bf is 22 and the only ppl i hang out with are his friends, so they are all around his age or older. All they do is go out to bars all the time and drink constantly. I feel like living here is bringing me down and holding me back from gettin on with my life. Id like to move again but I cant stand moving anymore, ive moved so many times. Moving back somewhere everyone changes and nothin is the way it used to be and its even harder starting new all over again somewhere i havent been. I dont know what i want to do. My lease on my apartment will be over at the end of february so maybe by then i can make a decision. My grandpa just recently passed away and my grandma said she wants me to move in with her cuz shes by herself now. She lives in Sterling Heights. Id like to live with her to be there for her but i dont know if i could handle living with anyone else at the moment. Im kinda used to be out on my own. I dont want to leave my bf here either. Ahhh too much to think about. Dont care right now. Im gonna go lay down. I dont need to stress now.