lots to consider
I am confused. I really want to move to colorado. I love everything here even though it does get below 0 degrees. I love the community and how everyone gets together. I have always wanted to live a life like this. I am starting school on the 19th and everyone here wants me to move here. I even got offered to stay here rent free until I get something of my own. Just by my visit, I know this is where I want to be. They have a lot of oppertunity to grow here. I can even get into the law force since I would have connections to start with. This girl named Jessica (funny, huh) even said we could be roomates. I feel soooo welcomed here and I want to start fresh. It is known that the men are so much greater in colorado. The men in Cali are known to be dicks or are nice at first then turn. I could change my life and it will be peaceful for once. The only thing that holds me back is the fact that my family would kill me and my friends would yell at me. Everyone has to understand though that I feel trapt in california. I feel I am meant to be in small community place where I can grow and do something more than what I am doing. I am 99.9% considering moving to Colorado after school is done. That is around my birthday. I will keep in touch if it should happen. I feel so at home in colorado. I just wish all my family and friends can go with me. I have to keep focused on moving to colorado because how I feel right now about it is confident that I will succeed there. I have learned a lot there. Krysta's husband owns companies there and hopefully if he owns more I can manage one and maybe in time have a company of my own finally. He has given lots of advice and I am going to take in all the information I can because he and Krysta are brilliant and they can give me much knowledge. I think they are the ideal couple and if anything I can learn from them and they can help motivate me. They open my eyes to more oppertunity than I can imagine. They help me spiritually too. This week we learned about God through Bono's(from U2)opinions and it was quite a treat for me. I have to go so we can go out now.