another crowded lonely night
i'm just not a very happy girl. this is it. i've thrown up my hands and now i am screaming and running away.
i have so much on my mind. so much crap that hurts me for no good reason, and i feel like i cant talk to anyone about it. i'm sure there are people who wouldnt mind listening, i just wont let myself go there. like, oh no! heaven forbid i show any emotion but happiness! i know, i know, ridiculous. but thats me!
i am also no good at living by myself. i try to stay out of that apartment as much as possible, and when i go back i just sit there and bring myself down. distractions! always need distractions!
i have so much on my mind. so much crap that hurts me for no good reason, and i feel like i cant talk to anyone about it. i'm sure there are people who wouldnt mind listening, i just wont let myself go there. like, oh no! heaven forbid i show any emotion but happiness! i know, i know, ridiculous. but thats me!
i am also no good at living by myself. i try to stay out of that apartment as much as possible, and when i go back i just sit there and bring myself down. distractions! always need distractions!