Dec 10, 2004 09:05
...then why are you up so freaking early, jessica? well, i took cj to work this morning. which is a good thing because now i get to get on the internet for - the first time in just about - ever.
i'm going to go shopping for christmas decorations & presents and what not. that sounds like much more fun than my original plan: clean the apartment all day... which will still probably get done because it needs to...i know i'm just delaying the inevitable.
you know what i want? the kind of friend i can sit and talk to for hours. i hope that i can still meet people like that at this age. i talked to lindsay weldon the other day for the first time in a year, and she is now engaged & a mommy. that's great for her, i'm really glad she's happy...i guess i just thought that we would kind of be there for eachother when that happened...even though i know it sounds selfish...lindsay was my female soulmate man, everything together always. at least now i know why i havent been able to get in touch with her ever. i mean i understand i guess. i dunno...but she is now the mommy of a 6 six week old baby boy named Aiden. I remember her always talking about wanting to name her son that. good news.