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so, as many of you may have guessed, this isn't my main journal anymore.
i've written here for many years and i can't seem to quit completely. yet--it seems i've lost the majority of the early purposes of this journal. i started writing here to communicate with friends as we were all moving off to different places due to college and whatnot. i then began to write about things that i was thinking about, things that were important to me.
when i started the move to athens, i found that everyone there had a journal and i was (and am) happy to add/have added them, but then either i felt no one cared about what i was writing or that i was too scared to keep writing it for so many people. afterward (mostly in retrospect) i realized that as i stopped writing about things, a large part of me stopped letting them be extremely important factors in my life. i errantly attributed a lot of that to the lack of access to these things, but when i think about it honestly i realize that that's complete bullshit. opportunities are not to be found, but made.
i've made and do make many mistakes. now that i am starting over yet again--oh, to be so accidentally transient--i am going to dedicate my time to refocusing and rebuilding. let's see how that goes.
and i say yet again: you know where to find me; if not, please ask.
i've written here for many years and i can't seem to quit completely. yet--it seems i've lost the majority of the early purposes of this journal. i started writing here to communicate with friends as we were all moving off to different places due to college and whatnot. i then began to write about things that i was thinking about, things that were important to me.
when i started the move to athens, i found that everyone there had a journal and i was (and am) happy to add/have added them, but then either i felt no one cared about what i was writing or that i was too scared to keep writing it for so many people. afterward (mostly in retrospect) i realized that as i stopped writing about things, a large part of me stopped letting them be extremely important factors in my life. i errantly attributed a lot of that to the lack of access to these things, but when i think about it honestly i realize that that's complete bullshit. opportunities are not to be found, but made.
i've made and do make many mistakes. now that i am starting over yet again--oh, to be so accidentally transient--i am going to dedicate my time to refocusing and rebuilding. let's see how that goes.
and i say yet again: you know where to find me; if not, please ask.