i feel icky
the goal? to lose 15pounds ASAP!!!
i managed to gain 10 lbs since i quit picture people and i put the extra five in there just to lose some more.
I'm still without a job and I'm starting to panic. i know i should have more faith and stuff but...yeah i have a hard time with the controlling my own life thing.
I applied for an internship in NYC i really do hope it works out because Im so interested in seeing what this whole biz is all about. although i might die just because i don't know if i can handle being away from my man for 3 months :( i don't want to think about it...that'll be another 10 lbs.
i started to make a grocery list and my mind went blank...and i know why it's gone blank...ive never had to make a grocery list in my life. I am a prime example of what happens when parents raise their kids on fast food and tv dinners...im so serious.
so it's been some time since i've updated last huh? my new addiction....myspace.
oh dbcc...a few of us 2nd semester kids were noticing that there are several kids in 3rd semester that have big heads about themselves. hahaha. and its such like highschool cause they wont talk to you and blah blah blah..what crap.
am i the only one that thinks jeans and cowboy boots are attractive on guys? hm.
i managed to gain 10 lbs since i quit picture people and i put the extra five in there just to lose some more.
I'm still without a job and I'm starting to panic. i know i should have more faith and stuff but...yeah i have a hard time with the controlling my own life thing.
I applied for an internship in NYC i really do hope it works out because Im so interested in seeing what this whole biz is all about. although i might die just because i don't know if i can handle being away from my man for 3 months :( i don't want to think about it...that'll be another 10 lbs.
i started to make a grocery list and my mind went blank...and i know why it's gone blank...ive never had to make a grocery list in my life. I am a prime example of what happens when parents raise their kids on fast food and tv dinners...im so serious.
so it's been some time since i've updated last huh? my new addiction....myspace.
oh dbcc...a few of us 2nd semester kids were noticing that there are several kids in 3rd semester that have big heads about themselves. hahaha. and its such like highschool cause they wont talk to you and blah blah blah..what crap.
am i the only one that thinks jeans and cowboy boots are attractive on guys? hm.